You : A person who I admire

 Hello everyone!

Today I wanna talk about someone that I've crushed on him (again) hahaha. He's older than me. I don't know if he loves me too. The only thing I know is he follows me on instagram first without any action it suddenly and my biggest question is WHY? Why you suddenly follow me I mean, did you think about me at that time or it just pop up on your page. But I hope we can mean each other in dunya wal akhirah. I know you've been preparing for your future I saw it. As you do, I will to fix myself to be the better person.

If you know I almost everyday checking your account, waiting for your update and always excited when you posted something. Didn't you notice that I almost be your first viewer? Oh bro come on gives me a sign if you feel the same too. Or you want to keep halal habibi? Anyways, actually I don't want to be flatter. And I conscious, the people you know are more good than me. I'm aware. You can get more than me. But you have to know that you will always be my criteria for a man.

It will be fun if we can together because we were from the same path in high school. I still clearly remember the first time when I saw you in 2017 my birthday date, we told each other-but you most I just listener. After that you came to my class for speech in front of me. You also came to me when I was camp and you asked me " You not regret it right? " because a few weeks before camp he caught me I joined another orgz wkwk. I think one of the reason you think we couldn't together was because my sister in law wich also your friend. But, for me it doesn't matter. Please don't mind it. We can make it fun.

Maybe just it today, eventually I want to write more about you. Hope we can meet again. See you when I see you!!!